Better if it lasts for years

by Color Shy

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1.
Blue 01:28
I'm just in the background soaking up sunlight I could be someone I'll be nothing or alright you lost me in the tall grass say I was never with you I'll weave my toes in the stacks I'll blend in til the fields blue
2.
Death 03:26
I'm walking around trying not to forget the reasons why I came and the reasons why I left I'm checking mirrors and stopping to fix my hair I'm watching a clock pretending that it cares we walked with a salty breeze you played a song I barely knew it became our soundtrack to that strange year in late June I laughed about coughing out peer pressured smoke on the deck you talked about a lot of times that meant so much more back then I'm running around trying to forget that we make the same mistakes for the things we both regret maybe that's life when you think you know it all cause how many times has a summer love meant nothing by fall it's not personal when I say don't call my bad, I thought "I like you" was rhetorical it's not personal when I say don't come don't even speak my name at all I'm done
3.
Normal 03:30
you held in your laugh as people passed blurry faces doing nothing fast I saw you up close just plain and bare what did you think about as I held your stare it seems that we cannot escape this little hell that we made I know that we rely on time yet time does not wait you left awhile ago I grew to miss the pain start the day feeling low a piece of you stayed I knew the trees that day I saw a perfect place just as dappled light danced across your face you saw me up close I felt your air what did you think about as I held your stare you always thought that I had something else I wanted to say but every word that I said was taken the wrong way you left awhile ago I grew to miss the pain start the day feeling low a piece of you stayed
4.
Michael Cera 04:34
come to my show don't forget to call stand in the back with your back against the wall your nervous ticks the cotton in your throat I know why you came here I'm the one you love the most I can't hear you when you speak you don't know how you feel about me can we take this chance can I have this dance cool enough for the room down the hall hiding in there cause out here you don't belong brown button up and your hair likes to behave stiff in the bone so monotone I like you anyway I can't hear you when you speak you don't know how you feel about me but I heard you like to dance maybe we can take this chance forget the wandering eyes it's easy if you try for tonight don't be shy
5.
we need to talk again again is this having fun am I just fitting in? to the world you built for your innocence but I know you well enough by now you don't know what you see when you look me in my eyes you slept while i got up to leave I'll choose to forget last night I'll just walk in the cool crisp air definitely fall not yet spring there's quite a ways to go for love there's quite a ways to go for you and me a tangled net maybe a leash I've stumbled out of what I thought was me am I in these photos? is the mirror broke? reinvent myself take out a loan I'll smile wide in red-stained relief as belt notches no longer deplete but why are you here every weekend out? it's like you fucking live here now I'll just walk in the cool crisp air definitely fall not yet spring there's quite a ways to go for love there's quite a ways to go for you and me I'll just walk in the cool crisp air just to pass some time there's quite a way to go for love quite aways from feeling fine
6.
Inception 05:39
how did we get here? are we even having fun? no familiar faces I don't recognize anyone starting back In time in a place I've never seen pulling back her hair never washing clean but these thoughts aren't mine to keep and in this dream you came to me but I'm invisible at the party tell me when and where it hurts your scars they cant be found silky tears and pleated skirts the nightmares you think about your appetite it lingers for the things you cant change wrapped around a finger choke on silly words again but these thoughts aren't mine to keep and in this dream you came to me but I'm invisible at the party promises that couldn't break this is more than I can take cause I'm invisible at the party close my eyes no going back I'm on the porch if you need me just take your time ill be here when you wake up...
7.
woke up at dawn and found myself in a perfect center on earth heavy weight off my shoulders and existential rebirth swayed my hips to the beat and your shackles disappeared your reputation drifted away yea it all became so clear an illusion no more its an illusion no more its an illusion no more its an illusion no more I don't care about the way you step I don't want you anymore you're only beautiful inside my head let the balance be restored an ugly spell I've been under now my mind is breaking free your iron grip holding others but you don't have a hold on me its just illusion for my confusion its just illusion for me its just illusion for my confusion its just illusion for me I don't care about the way you step I don't want you anymore you're only beautiful inside my head let my balance be restored I don't care about the way you step I don't need you anymore you're only beautiful inside my head let my essence be reborn
8.
Stay 04:29
stay here one more day with the ones who know your pain warm sun takes you in strangers turn to kin by the river I held your hand nowhere to go driving far down country roads we don't know we don't know we don't know we don't know darling please don't leave stay here next to me on king street I'll wait for you walk home like lovers do troubled girl that broke your heart made of steel she don't know who you really are shes not real shes not real shes not real shes not real green fields where we lay come back home someday
9.
I'll soak up light I'll be alright if you give me time so who are you to say that I am not being myself the days they go by but I don't know why you had to leave that person then is not me now but she sticks around my rope burned mind needs to let go it needs something else I asked for you to shut the door no options anymore the blue will turn black it wont come back it wont come back blend into the field it wont come back it never comes back

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released May 14, 2021

Mastered by Ian Farmer at The Metal Shop
Drum support by Carson Fiori
Added Vocals by Lillie Hooker on Inception and Metamorphosis

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