Strife of the Party

by Color Shy

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1.
Text Ur Ex 02:47
woke up from a nightmare I wanna forget but that poisoned dream plays on in my head a two-story house a bands playing loud and you're gone you're nowhere to be found easy to say harder to do our love was a lie but I miss you so I'll call you up cause I'm feeling hated you reach out to me for validation we say we moved on but we're wrong we're just floating along on empty relations I feel like Cher when I walk through the halls they all know my name but I still feel this hole on weekends we drink and leave words unsaid then at home, I'm alone I need you in my bed easy to say harder to do I feel like shit when I kiss you so I'll call you up cause I'm feeling hated you reach out to me for validation we say we moved on but we're wrong we're just floating along on empty relations and I'll tell you what I don't give a fuck have breakfast with her cause I'm just not enough you're weak in the knees you beg and you plead two lousy friends until you text me again
2.
Now 03:04
right now, makes me wonder bout' what the future holds and if I'll still be holding on to all those, jagged stones does this future scare you? I whisper in the dark to you, or maybe what was you what I know is not a lot and I'd like to write a song for you and sing it when alone cause these thoughts they seem to never quite atone I'll just text you late at night when my thinking hogs the air and having you right next to me is all I want to bear and I'd like to write a song for you and sing it when alone cause these thoughts they seem to never quite atone and I'd like to write a song for you and sing it when alone cause these thoughts they seem to never quite atone
3.
do you want to see the things I make or feel comfort in just laying out? can I make you want to see me like the way, I wish to see you now? will you meet me halfway? is it all on me? I'm still working on us so you can call me the night call me the day I'll forever be around but if one day I don't come knocking maybe the world grew too loud I want to take you to see the things that have given me so much hope will care enough to do the same or just, follow in tow don't say yes show me what lies below you're just a mirror this reflections getting old call me the night call me the day I'll forever be around but if one day I don't come knocking maybe the world grew too loud call me the night call me the day I'll forever be around but if one day I don't come knocking the world grew too loud
4.
Light Leak 03:18
there are times I'll think of you as just light leaks on film from that night when your face glowed blue and red are there reasons for your sadness? or do they just come along do you not want to talk about what keeps you at home? every time I say it's good, it's gone every time I try, I try way too hard I come around, and start to wonder why everything has a moment when it happens for the last time you stayed smiling while your friends ran around the house you were never one to look at eyes that night you took me in who could say, what could have been if the cops hadn't just walked in so I'll just think about the blocks we'd walk I'd like to walk with you again every time I say it's good, it's gone every time I try, I try way too hard I come around, and start to wonder why everything has a moment when it happens for the last time
5.
the lights are all on sort of dim, just a little bit the floor is vibrating just bodies listening to "Bodys" the music up here is playing slower I can hear you talk I'm always stuck on the past you always look way further I say you don't need to do hard drugs every time you get sad you say I don't need to worry about you anymore there's vibrating above us now even in this one story house the neighbors will come around I don't care, I won't kick em' out but that was then there are times when I wish it was now I don't need more friends you should never leave this couch you asked if I remembered the first time it was that we met I remember your friend holding a paper bag up to her mouth you apologized for everything even smiled when I asked your name I knew what was happening I cracked the door, just a little bit there's crashing and banging somethings always breaking on these nights the tv, the table, mugs from old friends its a problem for the morning light I see a fire in you now you don't bother to put it out it's not of lust or love no, this one is gonna burn down the house but that was then there are times when I wish it was now I don't need more friends you should never leave this couch I'll stay with you the way you want me to but don't walk away I'm asking you to stay I'll stay with you the way you want me to but don't walk away I'm asking you to stay

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released October 16, 2020

Music: Nooria Lawrence and Nick Fiori
Mastering: Ian Farmer

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